A Bene Placito

On the Edge of Giving Up....

2012-02-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

First thing first....Sorry lovelies for the long long lack of updates, been really busy these days...

Many things happened, changed course and a new career path for me ahead i guess.

Hopefully i'll treasure it this time around. haha.

Been really busy with meetups and making daily trip to post offices lately...

Sigh, i'm feeling like a delivery girl plus packer everyday.

And ya, the best thing is...i'm selling earpiece that is like 350grams per piece including the box, and if it's the headphones it's up to like 1.5kg per piece.

Everyday i'm like carrying 10kg plus of stocks walking around and trying to earn money.

Yes, the income is there, but there's so many things to think about, and to do. And worst part is there's many rough surfaces on my hands now, and all my veins are popping out of my use-to-be-very-smooth hands. :(

Sigh, see already like a sad.....:(

Sometimes i feel it's really not worth it, but when i come to think about the money, i just forget all the weight and popping ultra visible veins and continue on doing it.

Yes, some readers might be thinking " aiya, whole world you think only you doing blogshop meh ? Never see people like you. "

But HELLO ?!

Those girls are selling cosmetics, contact lenses , clothes which is like ten times lighter than mine.

I dare to say that some guys might not be able to do all these deliveries like i do.

It's very tiring, i mean if so heavy and i get happy customers, IM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT!

But i just realized that at certain website that is really popular now, the customers there are really stuck-up , they pay a much lower price and yet expect for freaking much. And scold us as though we are not humans.
I seriously don't know if they know what is basic respect, sometimes i feel like shoving my whole fist on their faces -.-''

Sigh, ahh well, like what i've always complained, i think it's destined that i will forever be a delivery girl , running from one mrt station to another ....with all those stocks .

Put shipping free, all keep insisting on meetup... OMG!

And....yes, what i'm selling is just according to the trend, what if the trend stop ? It will be GG, i would have to start thinking of new things to sell already.

It's really tough, yes, to many of the friends of mine, they find that my money flows in like water, but HELLO?! You know how hard it is to serve all these nasty customers not ?!

WANT CHEAP AND FRESH AND GOOD!!! Seriously....omg. :(

Anyway, i'm just seriously considering if i should continue on, but of course most probably after this round of blabbering i will still continue on with it.

It's like so difficult then i will have a blogshop that's near success, i can't bear to give it up just like that...i can't bear to...

SIGH....

HUGE DILEMMA! :(

I think i just have to sleep it off :(

Goodnights lovelies.

ps : I wish i had a car,

then i would not have to carry all the heavy stocks and sit the over populated mrt ! :(

Customer Service

2012-01-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

hello lovelies :)

It's been awhile since i've last blogged !

What have you guys been busy with these days?

Today is the last day of my school holidays, going back to school tomorrow !

I feel like sleeping now when i think about the codings, omg.

well, it's okay, hopefully my plan for swimming twice per week is going to stay, the only thing that is stopping me from going to swim there is the eerie toilet of the nyp's swimming pool. I mean really, you have to walk down this flight of eerie stairs and you'll reach a dark place and a dark toilet.

You can hear the echo of your own footstep even when you are walking at that area, went there before for the NYP's student model shoot and i freaked out, so ya.

Hopefully i will get over this fear this semester !

Anyway most of you know I've been selling items online, many of you are concerned about my sales and etc.

All i can say is, sales is so so , moreover i don't have a physical shop , sales can't really be estimated .

So well, for sales online i don't think it's about the ability to sell the product anymore. It's more about connections and luck.

When you don't have a physical shop, no one is going to step into your shop and allow you to psycho them to buy the product when at the first place they have no intention to buy.

So yup, you just have to wait for luck and affinity to bring you and the customer together, then you can make sure you provide them with the best service and they would buy the items from you.

Recently met a really demanding a crazy customer, one of the worst, well , shall not further elaborate here. it's over. :)

Anyway, thank you for all your concern :D

I went over to brother's pop yesterday over at the floating platform at Marina Bay. :)

The place is really pretty early in the morning, you look at the sunrise, it's really really a good place to bring your loved one if you want :)

Anyway , the parade was awesome, ushers were really friendly, and the marching was really cute ? yup cute ! :)

The boys were like toy lego soldiers marching :)

Really neat ! hehe

Alright, i've gotta go to prepare for school tomorrow ! I've got to wake up tomorrow at 6.30am!

Nights lovelies !

Of course here are some pictures !

p/s : i want more sales please :)

It's A New Year !

2012-01-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! (:

I'm late but well, happy new year !

It's 2012 !

It's the world really going to end ?! Well....not up to us to decide i guess.

Anyway, how did you guys spent the first two days?

Slacking away ? Packing the house ? Rushing homework?

For the secondary schools and primary schools, they are all starting school already.

Awwh, i'm going to start a new term soon too!

Next week ! Well still have many undone work left for me, and programming is already killing all my brain cells, oh god :D

I will die man ! But well, i just got to persevere i guess . hahaha

Anyway how did you guys spent your new year and christmas ?

Were you guys counting down like this cute baby on top ?

I guess many of you did :D

Nowadays fireworks are kind of common in Singapore already, even SengKang has it too , it's pretty right ? :)

And for Christmas ,

Were you guys like the cutie pie above ?

Ripping all the presents wishing you will get all those items you've always dreamt of in the wishlist ?

Anyway for me spent my Christmas and New Year's Day with my special someone :D

Went to Orchard for Christmas and went for dinner at Chomp Chomp with his friends during New Year's Eve!

I had some really great food on that day, it was so spicy, ooooooo irresistible :D

I swear i will go back there soon for more ! hehe

And went out with family as well, really nice , we had a really nice meal together over at clementi :D

This is a picture of baby green yoshi and I ( hehe ) .

Special someone bought me my favorite babybreathes and Royce Nama White chocolate for both Christmas and sixth month ! :D awwh, isn't he sweet ?

hehehehe :D

Ya, i seldom post his picture here in my blog, but well hehe :D

Anyway , I'm pretty sure the year ahead............

IT'S GOING TO BE A GOOD ONE !!! :)

YAY!!!

Crying...

2011-12-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

Crying yes,

Everyone cries for different reason, baby cries for attention.
Young girls cries to win, Young boys cries because they got scolded.

Teenage girls cries to gain attention, to get back something they lose.
Teenage boys cries because of pride.

Woman hardly cries , usually even if they do, they cry when they are alone, when they feel hopeless and helpless.
Men hardly cry as well, but when they cry, you know something is really not on the right track.

As for me, i cry, why do i cry ?

Stress? Feelings of being hurt ? Feeling that you'll lose something soon? To gain attention ? To realease all my feelings when i'm alone ? To make myself feel better?

Yes, i always say when i cry, but i hardly cry infront of anyone else.

But looking back this 12 months, I've cried so much.

I've cried at home, on the mrt platform, in my school's toilet, in a corner, in my room, in the counseling room. Yes , so many, but definitely here's one thing, never did i once cried in front of any living creature.

Maybe it's pride, maybe i don't want them to see and feel upset.

Or rather, no one will feel my sadness until they see me cry, so many post of me crying, feeling emotional on facebook, i think everyone treats it normally nowadays.

But sometimes i wonder, do human act differently when they see someone cry directly in front of them ?

Will they feel more of their pain ?

Or will they just ignore ?

I guess for some people they ignore even if the were to see it.

yes, ignore.....

Merry Xmas lovelies!

2011-12-25T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hello my lovelies its been so long since I've past posted something here.

Anyway, holidays are here, how's everyone going? Fine I guess? Hopefully you are .

Really busy these days with deliveries.

Ran from west to east to central to north and back to west again.

That's how I spent my Christmas eve.
And a nice dinner with family . Yummy.
The feeling was awesome.

Anyway, Christmas is here!

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas!
Have a great day ahead !

It's only 12.02am in the morning, Hehe. So enjoy!

Ya, I've got text messages of greetings from friends coming in already, thank you so much.

Have a great day ahead !

And my wish to Santa is...

For everyone to live well and happy and healthy ,

And

For myself to find out what and who I actually really need to cherish in life. Because these few days am in a really big dilemma. Alright , no.emotional stuffs here.

Bye lovelies. (:

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Life's pleasure

2011-12-06T12:28:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies!

It's amazing when I find that I've been drinking a lot of coffee lately.

I'm at the Gloria Jeans in school, sitting by the fountain side, listening to the water splashing, relaxing alone with my cup of ice latte.

Yesterday I drank coffeebean when I met up with Lawrence to catch up a little bit and gave him the earpiece that he purchased from me.

Few days back I've drank coffeebean and Starbucks as well.

Well, but here's something interesting, I drink totally different drinks when I patronize different cafe.

For Starbucks, i'll just get their Mocha frappe.

For Coffeebean my all time favourite hazelnut :D

And Gloria Jeans , my favourite Ice latte.

It's really amazing to actually find that sitting down with a cup of coffee is really that awesome and relaxing. No matter with friends or alone.

Or maybe I'm becoming old and I've started to appreciate what those aunty and uncle always did.

When I'm a kid, I will never understand why these uncles and aunties love sitting at the coffeeshop, and they can sit there whole day! Now u think I know why.

Personally, best coffee is still at Starbucks, however, best ambience is Gloria Jeans at school. Love sitting at the side of the pond, and the breeze blowing through my face, whoosh. How awesome is that ?!

Anyway, I've still got a long way to go till I get home as I'm meeting my last customer at 8.

Alright, will blog again, shall put down my phone and DO NOTHING.

So that I just leave my mind blank, who says only guys do nothing ?!

Girls do so, or maybe I do ?

Hahaha.

PS. Actually I should stop indulging at cafes, I'm spending so much of my blogshop's earning on it. Shall change to.the coffeeshpp soon. :D

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OH MY MY

2011-12-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my my my my.

Supplier was supposed to meet me at 12.50pm but he overslept again. Kind of expected it because he called me at 2am to confirm orders and his background was loud music. So well, moreover yesterday was Wednesday. LOL ! If you guys know what i mean.

Sigh, hopefully he will wake up before 3pm and make it to meet me at 4pm .

If not i will dieeeeeeee....customers meeting me at 4.30pm and I don't have stocks for them ( by right thought i would get them at 1pm ) .

Sigh.

Next time round i should tell customers that they would have to wait for one day already, no more such thing of telling them they can get on the day when I don't have stocks.

I don't know where to dig out the beats for them when my supplier is sleeping what. sigh .

I feel like banging my head on the walls ! :(

Right, now I'm at programming lesson, the teacher is boring .

Lesson's ending at four and meetups and meetups after that. well.

:(

alright, see you guys soon lovelies.

2011-11-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

omg omg i don't have calculator with me how to calculate subnet?

GREAT JOB ~

hahahah.

Anyway, i'm really busy these days.

Sorry for neglecting my lovely readers thou.

Ahh. ok now i think i already forgotten how to do vslm already. :(

Got to buck up , go home and revise already.

Now it's GG like seriously.

Anyway MAMA Mnet is in Singapore, anyone going ?

I wished i was there, but well, exams in the corner and moreover i didn't make it in time to purchase the moshpit tickets. ( :( ).

And morever it's going to be telecast on Channel U ( BEST SEAT! SOFA PLUS MAGGIE MEE AT HOME!! ) haha!

Yea, now i'm calculating the stupid subnet mask and filling in the table, ok, i've forgotten how to do it.

OMG OMG !

Alright, how to find how many ip addresses needed?

I totally forgotten how to do it ! oh no.

Anyway, life's going real good.

Met many great people !

Christmas is coming!!

What are you guys getting for your loved ones?

Hmm, maybe you guys should try this awesome present out !

I found it a really ideal gift to give to your love one thou. YOU GOT TO LOOK AT THIS!

hehe :D

yup !

Alright, i'll see you guys real soon again :D

Got to go and do some work and try to find out exactly how to do all calculations.

hmm hmm. :)

2011-11-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

Hello Lovelies,

Now i'm pissed off, really pissed.

Some irresponsible supplier. Meet up at 1pm but he went missing all the way till now.

How am i going to do meetups like that ?!

omg omg omg.

Alright, i shall chill out a bit .

If not i'm going to have heart attack really really really soon.

tsk tsk tsk.

Now i wish for miracle that he will appear at 5pm at the mrt station if not i will not be able to meet up the customer at Orchard today !

grrr zomg.

BEATS FOR THATRANDOMSHOP

2011-11-16T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hey my lovelies ,
This is an advertisement post for a shop by the name of.....

THATRANDOMSHOP!!!!
(click here)

oh yeah , i have super awesome deals for you guys now !

Aren't you guys excited that Christmas is around the corner?

Wrecking brains and thinking of what to buy for your loved one, your relatives , your mum , your dad , your sis , your bro and even your colleagues?!

If by now your answer is yes, yes, yes, you are now reading a post that will benefit you a lot and save you from killing your brain cells. HAHAHAH :D

That Random Shop is having their Beats Christmas Sale now !!!

WOOOHOO!

Hell yea! They are selling Dr Dre Beats (OEMs) at SUPER LOW PRICES !

I think with Justin Bieber and Lady Gaga, I don't think i'll have to write much about BEATS right?

If you guys need more information about beats, go Google it (: hahaha !

Or maybe for those who are lazy to press a new tab to Google for it , just PRESS HERE. LOL , i know i'm kind. hahaha.

Anyway it's time for the great Christmas Post.

They are selling a huge variety of Beats by Dr Dre, therefore i decided to just choose the most popular one to talk about as if i was to list all the different Beats here, i think i will die huh...

Alright , the first to come is....

BEATS TOUR !

It comes in Black / White / Pink / Purple.
It comes in either with or without microphone and volume control.

This is the most basic beats earpiece. It is really suitable for those who have a tight budget or those who do not wish to spend to much , but yet want to get something with good sound quality.

Trust my words, i'm using a beats tour myself and the sound is seriously. GOOOOOOODD (Y)

That Random Shop is selling it at SGD$ 25 ( Usual Price : SGD$ 30 ) for the one without microphone and volume control. And SGD$ 40 ( Usual Price : SGD$45 ) for the one with microphone and volume control.

Other places I've search online are selling the ones without microphone at $45 , and the one with microphone at $50....hmmm. (:

Isn't it a steal ? I've got more great deals at the end of the post, so continue reading (: !

Next up is....

BEATS SOLO HD !

Yes , this is SOLO HD !

It is an on-ear earphone for bass lovers (boooommmmz boommz pow ) .
So yup, it comes in three colors, black, white and red (:

That Random Shop is selling it at SGD $115 ( Usual Price : SGD $120 ) !

Other places i've search online are selling it at $150 !!

Keep on reading, there's something exciting at the end (:

Next up it's the one and only...limited edition....

BEAT DETOX!

Yes ! For those looking for uniqueness , this is the one just right for you , especially for you !

It's limited edition and looks really cool, the sound quality is awesomeeeeeee ...!

That Random Shop is selling it at only SGD $145 ( Usual Price : SGD $150 ).

Other places online retailing it at $170 at least. OMG , it's a steal ! And it's limited edition!

So yup, now here's the exciting part you guys are looking forward to,

Buy more than three items and you guys will be entitled to awesome discounts according to how many you purchase ! So what are you waiting for ? GRAB YOUR FRIENDS and buy in bulks !!! (:

And here's their contact and their eBay account ,

That Random Shop

MomoXin @ 97877184 (Sms/Whatsapp/ Line)

eBay Account : CLICK HERE

Facebook Like Page : CLICK HERE

So what are you waiting for ?! Hurry grab yours now!!

Just remember to quote "Saffire" in your sms/calls to get discounted rates !

I'm enjoying my beats !

You should tooo!!

Once more here's the link ,

THATRANDOMSHOP

(click here)

And before i leave , here's something for you guys ,

I'm a crazy beats lady as even my dear HP DV6 is has in-built beats speakers !

It's my heaven !

GET YOURSSSS NOWWWW, i mean SERIOUSLY~

hehe, bye lovelies.

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2011-11-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hey all my lovelies,

By right I have got a lot to post about, but something sad it's that i'm down with sore throat and fever.

I've got not enough time to blog a full blog post about some weird caterpillars, and birthday celebrations .

Reason being, the cough syrup makes me sleep and sleep and all the left over time are left to do all my catch-ups and self-learning at home as I'm on 3 days of medical leave ( although i do go back to school for test and important modules) !

I feel i'm totally lagging behind everyone already, oh my god.

Well, i just got to work harder.

I know i can do it , (Y)

Well so , i own you guys a real big boomz post alright. hehe :D

Promise it will be this week or latest next week alright?

Hang on people !

Bye lovelies <3

Class Later

2011-11-08T13:46:00.003+08:00

Hey my lovelies~

It's Tuesday!!

How did you guys spent your longgggg holiday?

Went on a tour to the neighbouring countries ? Work ? Stayed at home ?

No matter what , hope you guys enjoyed your long weekend cum holiday. hehe ! :D

Personally, i spent my weekends working and my Hari Raya holiday at home and went over to Pasirris at night to send my lovely brother back to Tekong.

And yes yes yes , i got my pay ! haha!

Spent it on my facial treatments, but my face is like not improving.

So yup, will try another two treatments and see if anything's going to improve, if nothing's going to improve, it's time to change a new salon i guess (:

Well, spent on some clothes as well.

Currently in my school's lab now waiting for the next lesson.

There's still like three hours more before i can leave school so well, decided to do some blogging though.

Will be rushing over to Clementi Mall after that do some really important things, but at the same time, there is going to be a big hole in my wallet after that.

ahh well.

And while i was browsing through facebook, i saw something, it's me with the kit-kat i got from the kit-kat crew at Nanyang Polytechnic last Friday!

Alright, i know i look like a cockanadon in this picture because my fringe are clipped up ( like whatever -.- ) , i was like in a hurry then when they were taking this picture ok! At least this picture is a form of evidence that i'm a good girl at school ( because i clip my fringe up ) ! HAHAH! Some self-love here again. <3

Alright people, i'll blog again someday soon lovelies (:

4th Day of Cabbage meals <3

blog on hiatus

2011-11-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey readers, i'm back!

My blog have been on hiatus for quite a while due to some school issues, now i'm back!

I have learnt quite a lot within a week though.

But it's over now so yup, it just help me to become a better person (:

Anyway , quiz and assignments are coming up again, i got to buck up.

Studying and working at the same time is really really tough, seriously.

But i know i can do it yea? (:

Recently or rather today, i've spoke to a really inspiring lecturer, he is really really awesome.
He is just a relief teacher, but through his lecture, i've learnt so much. really.

Anyway, Speak of the truth , I don't know how many haters i have since primary school till now, neither do i know how may followers i have on my blog that loves / like me, therefore

To those who loves me , adore me , and like me :

Thank You Guys So So Much.

To those haters or those I have irritated over the years :

I'm sorry for everything and I really hope you guys can give me a chance to change. If you guys have anything unhappy about me, please kindly drop me a mail at yumitanaka1994@gmail.com ,

THANK YOU GUYS ! <3

Anyway mummy bought home a digital weighing scale, and i got a shock of my life on the moment i stepped on top of it.

OH MY GOD!

I've GAINED weight !

Must be those fetish of collecting monopoly mcdonalds' pieces that made me gain that few extra pounds. GOSH!

And those lovely trips to Modesto, Pastamania and so on.

So now, i've promised myself that i will go on cabbage therapy for one month.

YES , IT'S ONE MONTH OF ONLY CABBAGE!

Not kidding, i really need to shed some weight, if not i'll look like a bloody elephant! HAHA :D

So yup, that's almost all today, working tomorrow so i've got to turn in soon.

Oh ya, i've almost forgotten, mummy got bro and b.jiunn Girls' Generation Singapore Concert MOSHPIT TICKETS! How lucky ?! (:

Alright guys, see you guys really soon !

school school school

2011-10-22T13:08:00.001+08:00

School just started this Monday.

Well will not be going school on Monday due to o levels.

Haha, well in aiming for A so well.

Tsk.

Working and studying is really tiring man.

I dont even get my 9 hours of sleep.

Ahh Damn it okay? Lol.

Now I'm dead tired at workplace.

Hopefully sales today will be like super awesome.

Anyway, anyone looking for tablets or headphones, come look for me.

At bukit gombak mrt during weekends, will try to give you guys lowest price possible.

Ahh got to go back to work.

Bye people, promise a nice post soon.

Hehe.
and rofl, pot calling the kettle black? Lol. Since when low-self esteem people get top sales ? Lol. And oh. You seem so confident, if you really want me to take in all your precious advise, please show yourself, first step, have the courage to write your name :) thank you very much. And just in case you're not sure how ahlian take photo, please go Google and search for the anti-ahlians blog. LOL. Breaking your brains and thinking how to rebut? Save your time.

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excruciating pain......

2011-10-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

oh no no , don't worry...
this isn't a emotional post or something.

it's a post just to express how i felt yesterday, the emotions and all.

Went out with baby yesterday,
It was just yet another date with him.

But a short one.

Baby and i are both busy with our own stuffs.

He is busy with his final year project, I am going to start work tomorrow.

I guess I was too emotional yesterday.

Halfway through our date, his friends called him and asked him out for dinner.

He agreed, and this dinner outing was only three hours away.

The moment he accepted the dinner date, i started having all these ah well, weird feelings .

I started telling myself : " okay if i don't spend these three hours well with him, i'm going to regret. "

LOL , ok i know it's weird.

Went over to Orchard, ate somethings with him and it was already 7pm when we boarded the train.

Fyi, his date with his friends was at 7.30pm at Ang Mo Kio and he wanted to send me home.

Which means that he is going to be really late if he do so.

So i asked him to drop off at Ang Mo Kio while i drop off at Bukit Gombak.

He agreed, but something really weird happen.

I started missing him a lot. I started thinking about weird things like he is going to leave in 10 minutes time and I am only going to see him in like a week time.

I started hugging him real hard because i didn't know what to do.
hmmmhmmmm, unlike me though.

As the train reach Bishan, I don't know why but my heart started having a really weird feeling.

It's pain, really excruciating pain.

Tears started to form in my eyes, i was holding on to his hands, playing with his fingers, and not letting it go.

I was controlling my tears....

When the train reached Ang Mo Kio, i thought he'll leave, but he didn't .

It was then i couldn't control my tears anymore, i cried.

hmmm,

I wasn't once like that.

But well, i guess i'm really missing him.

I guess , he had already became part of me.

I can't explain why and how it happen.

I do not know what was happening either.

But well, i know, i really do love him.

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I've grown up, i guess......

2011-10-05T18:32:00.000+08:00
Went to a certain candy store for an interview today.

Yes , i go in, but somethings happened and i decided not to work there.

They have their own criteria of hiring girls, pretty, good-looking people.

So when ever you walk pass their stalls, you'll see ah-lians serving you.

To the guys, yes, it's there eye-candy and their reason to go back to the stores again.

To the girls, they might be thinking in their brains , why do my boyfriend always buy me sticky.
These girls are sick.

Yes, i admit.

I'm one of those girls that's anti-ahlian ( or whatever you call that )

Girls with thick make-up, false lashes, mouth full of vulgarities, bad morale.

These girls disgusts me, so why do people still hire them and guys still love looking at them ?

In the past, i will just criticize all of them, quarrel with my boyfriend if he tells me that he patronize the sticky can stall , if he looks at those girls.

By when i'm this age, all i think is ,are all these going to change even if i do quarrel with my boyfriend or scold the girls.

No, all these are so common nowadays.

You see ah-lians everywhere.

Social networking websites ( with a full account ) , in arcades, below void decks, shopping centres, bugis, far east plaza, clubs, haji lane,everywhere.

You see prostitutes and pimps now even in the Heartland places like SengKang too.

Can we really do anything about it?

The answer is No i guess.

So i felt, there's no point of me getting so fed-up of them anymore.

Yes, i am an anti-ahlian because i feel they are just one bunch of brainless people out there that keep causing trouble to everyone, or maybe even breaking relationships.

Some people might be enraged after looking at this post of mine, but all i can say is , i'm just giving my own share of thought, nothing much.

I'm just going to treat these people like normal or rather invisible souls roaming around the streets.

yes, this is uniquely singapore.

I'll just bare with it.

Some people may say, just become one of them, then my reply to the people with these thinking is "Don't be a dumb ass, your parents don't give birth to you with brains for nothing"

And to girls out there, don't quarrel with you boyfriend just because of one useless woman outside, it's either you save your energy grab yourself and leave him . Or tell your boyfriend straight in the face that he either choose you or that brainless woman who only know what are LV and not know what are Jimmy Choo.

These women are just trying to 'learn' to be high-class, rich and pretty from the outside of them.
But when you speak to them you know they are totally empty inside of them.

What can they be in the future?

Nothing !

So girls, be smart, get a degree, stand firm.

You either get a husband that has a good taste of woman with brains, or you don't get one.

Because only guys that love woman for their brains can give you a happy life.

So yup.

ps. I think i'll get flame after this is posted. But who cares ? I'm just stating a fact. Think of retaliating? Safe your time.

Betrayal...

2011-09-23T02:16:00.001+08:00
I just saw somethings which made me really really shocked.

Now i know why some friends of mine claimed that betrayal sometimes might not be totally done by guys.

Saw somethings that got me so shocked that i was stunned for almost ten minutes, why would he even get into relationship with someone that is married and with kids?

And that woman , knowing that she is married with kids and still doing such things, behind the husband's back?

Yes, some people may come telling me that, hey, somethings might be happening behind closed doors, you won't know, maybe the lady's hubby is giving her a hard time at home, or maybe the hubby is betraying her first.

But no ! Looking through her facebook, recent pictures taken together with her kids and her hubby , looked so much like a happy family. She even went to create yet another account with a fake name just to cater to other guys out there.

Meeting guys during working hours behind hubby's back without hubby knowing, knowing new guys online using fake accounts , meeting them out.

Sigh, maybe some times IT and social networking sites are making all our lives too complicated, people get into affairs so easily.

Broken families and broken hearts, why ?

Why do such things even happened? Why the guys knowing that she's married with kids and still bear to do such things?

Don't tell me it's love, don't tell me that, that's excuses.

Love allows you to hurt people ? Love allows you to break the happy families? Love allows you make the child grow up in a broken family?

Yes, some people might say, i'm exaggerating it too much, mind your own business lady !

But hey, no i'm not .

Things will get worse, do the parents even think of their child ?
Don't the mother even think about how hurt the child will be if their family was to fall apart?

The self-fish thought of the mother, thinking for herself, for herself to have all the fun she want and all the men she wants, what about the poor baby ?

The baby is only so so young. Sigh.

Or maybe, ya, the mum is only 21, she isn't that mature yet, then why marry at the first place? Why give birth when you still want to have fun?

Don't tell me because you guys had a baby before marriage or whatever, you guys don't think with your brains do you ?!

What will happen to the kid ? Sigh ,

Both of you disgust me. A lot.

Adults that's over 20 years of age, can't you guys think ?!

Or is it like what i've said on my Facebook that seriously common sense just died ?

Sigh .

ps: Hopefully my baby boy's not like that, or rather i know he won't be. It's such a coincidence that baby and i was talking about social networking website before he went to bed. Sigh, such a sad thing. :(

life's great

2011-09-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

So long since I've last posted on this lovely blog of mine.

Life's great, although sometimes I have mini quarrels with that lovely baby boy of mine, we still manage to end our quarrel with a hug and a kiss.

Hehe.

Packed myy keyboard back into the box today and used the box as my second table at home.

It's decorated with lovely softtoys that baby caught for me from the arcade, and a table lamp given by baby too.

Haha.

Blogshop business have been going quite well, so Yup.

Life's great. (:
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2011-09-08T00:58:00.001+08:00
power of silence.

2011-09-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

MY LOVELIES ! (:

Fear Of Writing at 72-13

2011-09-03T21:26:00.000+08:00
Alright hello people !

It's a Saturday !

And my holidays already started for like 3 days?
Haha.

Went out to Suntec City with baby yesterday !
We went over to the branded bags, perfumes and the Jean Perry sale first!
We laid our eyes one somethings first but decided to go up to the Comex sale first.

I went over to look for my lovely ex-colleagues and headed over to look for mummy's thumbdrive and my printer ink!

We walked around and looked around for the stuffs we wanted.
Baby looked at his Smart television set and we went around comparing prices.

And yes, of course looking at babes ( which is obviously done by the eyes of Mr Jiunn Chin ) .
*tsktsk*

We then left the place at around 6.45pm and flagged a cab outside of Suntec.
We headed over to TheatreWorks 72-13 for the "Fear of Writing" play.

The reception was awesome .
The refreshments they provided were sausages, fish fillets, mini cakes, fruit punch and even red and white wine !
Awesome !

The ambiance there was.....wow !
The play was a really really scary but also meaningful one.
It's a political play afterall!
Especially at the last part, when they acted out the scene

My tickets were given by Youth.sg .
Super love them !
But of course, if i bought the tickets, it's really really worth the price !

Here are some of the pictures !
The tickets !

FEAR.....

darling baby and i (:
look at him, he is so cute (:

hehehe!

Alright guys, that's all for the pictures yesterday night, haha .

Now here's what i did today, mummy and i started baking the cake for ah ma's birthday tomorrow !
It's D24 durian fudge cake !
Mummy made a big one and i used the 'crumbs' of the sponge cake to make mini ones.

It's super duper cute. :D
Here are the pictures !
the d24 durian paste !
Messy kitchen table. HAHA
Mixing it, mixing it. haha
The mixture added to the puree to make the fudge!
Stiring it....
Boiling up the milk!

Adding in the mixture and butter into the milk!

Durian added!
Here's the inside of the mini cupcakes!
The big one ! ( Spot the little bit of durian fudge below!)
The totally filled fudge cake!
Tada! Doing up the small ones!

heheh!

Okay, the big one will be decorated, do look forward to my post tomorrow or the day after tomorrow !
The small ones, i'll just leave it as it is without decorations because i'm munching it off really soon.
HAHA

My dearest darling baby cannot have it, because he hates durians!
Well, kind of wasted, but it's okay !

Alright, overall i'm leaving a really awesome life now !
So yup,

Bye people!

Busy busy (:

2011-08-30T17:51:00.002+08:00
Hi guys, i know i have been neglecting my blog recently , blaa blaa blaa.
haha

Reason being, i'm having my examinations. And also , at the same time, i was busy preparing the cookies for my blogshop's customers.
(:

Yes, i spent my entire Saturday evening doing up the cute cartoon cookies for my customers as presents for their teachers on teachers' day !

In this picture, I am separating the egg yolk and the egg white .
Tada! The yolks!
My dearest utensils !
The beating up of the butter process!
*yay!*
It's melting !
Adding in the sugar!
My lovely CUTE and BIG spatula!
Mixing in the flour bit by bit !
My butter sugar dough is done !
The moulding process!
The kitty heads !
Tada! Isn't it cute ?

Customer's orders ! (: With Hello Kitty packaging and tags !

I gave my favorite mini princess packaging to my customer ! :) haha!

Pretty isn't it ? (:
Here are some of my cute and lovely baking utensils !
Look at this aluminium foil ! KAWAII-NEH! (*=^.^=*)
My hello kitty, miffy and stitch moulds !

On Sunday, Mummy and I experimented on making small durian sponge cake !

It's really soft and nice!! And spongy as well !
Some random designs !
& Two of my customers' Rayban aviators arrived last Tuesday!
Really really pretty !

And also !
My toothpaste dispenser and toothbrush holder arrived from gmarket!
Woohoo!

It is really really pretty !

*touch me?* hehe :D

Pardon me for the narcissistic photos of mine, haha.
It just simply shows, i will love brushing my teeth so much now with these new gadgets in the toilet .
HAHAHAHA !

Alright, i'm off to do my stuffs now, do come back again for more updates !

Second month anniversary.

2011-08-26T17:42:00.003+08:00

Today, 26th August 2011 marks the 2nd month anniversary of baby and I.

We have been through quite a lot before and also after we got together. But our love is always growing more and more. (:

Baby surprised with a Panasonic earpiece as the 2nd month present. It is super awesome.
Thanks baby.

And also when i reached home, the courier company man approached me.
He passed me a parcel , at first i thought it was the items i ordered online.
But eventually it was another surprise present from baby <3

Four boxes of my favorite snack! The hello panda biscuits ! (:

Hehe, my dearest is so so cute and sweet seriously <3

And another wonderful thing I did today was to go over to help out in the setting up of the poll centre for the presidential elections at redhill with baby.

Although I was not paid, but its a really memorable and awesome experience. I've learnt many things, like how it works and stuffs like that.

And it was a really really good way to celebrate our 2nd month anniversary. Hehe.

Baby and I had lots of fun too at the same tome although it was tiring.

And its the first president election in Singapore and I was involve. So happy. Hahahaha.

Alright, now I'm at queenstown mrt waiting for mum to have dinner together. My favorite Chinese red wine chicken. Awesome (:

Bye my love readers.

And to my dearest boy,

Happy 2nd month ! <3

p/s: i've just changed my mind about who i feel is the rightful president after the rally .
how many man on earth will praise their wives so well ?
he is (Y) !

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My Awesome Beef Day (:

2011-08-26T02:01:00.001+08:00

Today, of rather 25th August 2011 was a really awesome day, I had the best beef steak one ever eaten in my entire 17 years of my life. It is even nicer than botak Jones and jack's place.

I mean seriously !

I ordered medium rare one and its place on a hotplate.

The serving of the steak was really really big. The steak was thick and juicy. Not as stiff as the other beef steak you eat outside.

And the best thing is that it is totally marinated with a lot of herbs . Black pepper and rosemary.

The fries and mashed potato that comes with it is really really really awesome too.

When the steak was first served , the hot plate was bubbling hot and the sauce was having that bubbling effect ( bubble POP? O.o) Haha. It's super duper awesome.

And for those who dislike eating steak with strong blood smell, this is the place.

The meat is soft and tender and it does not have the smelly blood smell.

It's 12bucks, but its a really big serving and all I can say is

IT IS FREAKING WORTH IT! (:

If you guys are interested to know where it is exactly located, you can feel free to email me. Haha.

And Yup, its 2am now in the morning of 26 August 2011, baby and I is officially together for 2 months.

Hehe. Love him lots !

It's time for bed now, meeting baby in the morning tomorrow. Hehe.

Ps. Steak with money milk tea koi, omg, this is haven !
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Tunnel Of Death

2011-08-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Death, ever wondered how it feels like to be dead?
Or how is it like before death?
What do you see before you die?

Many people who woke up from coma claimed that they see a tunnel and a light at the end.
And they will start hearing the voices of their loved ones, calling them.
These only happen to people that is one a long road to death.
It does not mean that if the were to see this, they will be 100% dead.
Many people still become conscious half-way through this tunnel of death.

My mum who personally experienced this before, always tells me about her coma after giving birth to my brother. She saw this death tunnel and heard the voices of grandma and aunt .
Then she woke up upon hearing their voices.

But what if, what if the person do not even have a chance to experience a long route to death, what if it was an accident of immediate death?
They won't even see the tunnel , will they?

Do they even have flashbacks of the moments in life, or do they just feel the pain and blackout?
What do they feel after death?

No one knows...

After the person's death, depending on what religion they are.
Different rituals are practiced.
But do they even know that we are doing the rituals for them?
Will they really receive our blessings?

What if their bodies were already burnt into ashes during the accidents, what if there were nothing to be placed in the urn or coffins?
Then where can we find them?

They passed on.

What about their parents? Their loved ones.
Trauma happens. Gallons of tears shed, and sleepless nights spent.
Dreams and nightmares of the accidents the loved ones have faced.

If it was a long route to death, like if it was a cancer patient...
They will be able to slowly accept the fact that this person will be leaving them soon, they will plan and give more time to the person.

But what if it was a fatal immediate accident that no one ever thought would happen, the person died on the spot and traffic police go over to their homes and notify the death of the person to the loved ones.

How will they feel?

I've experience such scenario , i know.
It's heart wrenching.

When you look at them, they are all at a lost, they don't know what to do and who to confide to.
That person that's dead, is the person they just spoke to this morning.
The person that they planned a meal together.
She's gone.

And now they are only left with her funeral to attend.

How will they be feeling?

The weaker ones will not be able to take it.

Some will blackout and faint on the spot.
Some will just become quiet suddenly and will not speak a thing for days, weeks, months or even years.

Their family members, when they look at her room, the room that was occupied just hours ago, the person is now gone.

She's now in the mortuary. She's now in the coffin.
They are facing a room filled with all her items, her favorite childhood toy, her barbie doll, her hello kitty soft-toy.

How are they supposed to accept it?
How are they supposed to clear her stuffs away and convinced themselves that she's gone.

Death,
Are you ready to face it?

Marc Terenzi Obsession :D

2011-08-23T23:11:00.001+08:00
I had quite a busy day today.
Woke up at approximately 9.30am today.

Chose my favorite skirt today and tied two plaits .
Went over to school's library to look for baby.

Studied for our exams.
Grr, data communication networking -.-
it's killing me seriously.

well, it's been really long since i have last told anyone about my Marc Terenzi obsession.

He looks super awesome, and his ex-wife is Sarah Conner.
He can sing really well too. But well, he look like a punk.

And the interesting thing is that, even after two years, when i look at him now, he is still as awesome.
The power of Marc?

Well in case you guys don't know, this is Marc Terenzi below.

haha !

And his ex-wife is Ms Sarah Conner, she sings Just One Last Dance.

And here you go ! Here's a video of them performing together! It's really really sweet !

alright people, i got to go off to bed and prepare for something really important that's happening tomorrow afternoon!

and before i go for bed, i'll need to do a surprise for my boy !
good night ! <3

p/s i love my lovely baby jiunnchin !
He wrote me a sweet post on my wall today !
Words can't explain how much i love him . (:

it's been so long since i last blogged

2011-08-22T23:19:00.000+08:00
hey guys!
it's been so so long since i've last posted in my blog.
And now i'm officially back to blogging.

is this good or bad?
hmmhmmm, it's up to you guys to judge i guess.

well, i have been really really busy these few months due to school and stuffs.
started learning more about webpage designing, java programming and some Cisco data networking system.
it's rather tough i would say.

And what's worst?!
There is computing mathematics in my course! Oh god! :( :(

but what i am actually really happy about is that i managed to actually cope with it.
no high distinctions, but a least pass for all modules.

it's the examination period now, for baby as well.
We are mugging like crazy people, it's like tougher than o levels some how.
haha.

and yes!
My dear Singapore is having their presidential elections this coming weekend. hmmhmm.
I'm underage so I can't cast out my vote, but deep in me, i really really feel that a certain person has good policies and will do real good to Singapore.

But well, it's still up to the adults to vote and choose the future of Singapore ! :D

it's been so long since i've prepared a surprise for my baby!
i swear i am going to do a great one for him real soon.

i know i've stated in my previous post that i'm off to bed, but i'm still up blogging because i can't seem to sleep. oh oh my ! :(

well, i still have to find some ways to shut my eyes and get into sleep as i got to wake up at 8am tomorrow to go over to the school library for revision!

頑張ります!

2011-08-22T22:35:00.001+08:00
Hey people, i'm back blogging again.
Life have been really really awesome.

Will update you guys more tomorrow ! ♥

Goodnight people !

夜良い！

2011-01-28T09:20:00.001+08:00
こんにちは。私の名前は yumi tanaka です。

2011-01-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

i want a new hairstyle just like avril lavigne!
straight bright blonde with pink fringe,green high lights!
i want an UOB account!
i want my own atm card!
i want my salary!
i want to slim down!
i want so many things!

now i want to recover from my sickness first!
haha (:

love you readers.

been working and working, now i'm sick again :(

LIFE's REALLY AWESOME NOW! (:

this is life.

2011-01-27T11:37:00.001+08:00

sick.work.sick
how awesome is that?

I'M WORKING AT MY IDEAL WORKPLACE~ (:

2011-01-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

oh yea! i got a job again! WOOOHOOO!

AT AN OPTICAL SHOP!

MY DREAMMMMMMMMMMM PLACE TO WORK!

YOOOHOOOO~!

haha (:

really happy these days.
things are going on really well!

yaye!

and it's a full-time job!
(:

i've submitted my jae application! (:
wish me luck!

it was like seeing these infront of me....my dream come true (:

2011-01-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

since young ive always wished that i could be in front of these awesome lights one day (:
it's like my dream come true.
and even having my wedding photo taken in front of these awesome lights!

it's results time!

2011-01-10T13:01:00.000+08:00
taking my results in an hour time!
best of luck to myself!

haha,
luckily ive got nice soul to help me spray my hair!(:

i think im more excited of dyeing my hair red after taking the results than taking the results.
haha

anyway, what done is done, i dont find the need of being nervous and stuffs like that.
it's like so FAKE!

haha.

anyway,
ive go brilliant people who is wishing me good luck!
really love them ! (:

anyway,
got to go!

bye awesome readers!

the start of 2011. part of growing up.

2011-01-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

Hi people!
this is the first post im posting for year 2011!

I hope this year would be a great one!

It started off really well!
great job,great colleagues,awesome friends and happy family.
Although quarrels happened,but really glad that it always get resolve.

The best people in my life who never failed to let me down.
Especially lawrence,wilson, d.tan.
Who have always been there for me for so many years.

And now of course to erwin,wilson sim,farhan,josline,yongjie and the two cutie pies ( hui en and zhi en) who never failed to make my day so awesome(:

Ive promised myself that i would be much better this year,cut down on emoness and more on improvements!

hope to find my right path in life this year and fulfil it.

No more nonsense and stuffs.
I just want a simple life now.

No stupid clubbings and partying for me. Dont get me wrong,im not anti-club, i just find it too complicated for me.

I want to start getting back into cooking and baking.
Its been so long since i last baked something decent and wonderful!

Shall do it real soon!

many people come into my life and went away.
I still remember what erwin thought me, just leave whats good as memories and whats bad buried as past. (:

Yes, my secondary school isnt really smooth.
And ive really parted from most of them,but its ok,it just makes me stronger(:

One of the biggest resolution this 2011 is to become stronger.

I know as time goes by,there are many things that needs me.
Therefore i need to become stronger.(:

goodluck to myself and my wonderful readers!

And o level candidates year 2010!

PLEASE TAKE NOTE!!!

Results are scheduled by seab to be released between 10 -12 january!

Please listen to the news from today onwards for the news of the actual time and date that it would be released!!

GOODLUCK PEOPLE!! (:

the best thing about the SKY, is when the SUN and the MOON collide as ONE !! ^^

2010-12-31T21:32:00.001+08:00

seriously, i dont care about my o level results.
it's already over.

so i dont even need to be nervous anyway (:
what done is done, it's like no point bragging about it (:

so yea!
what's important is.....

i've tried my best!

and

that's it!